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well.... you all might have reallised... my blog is really not frequently updated..... abaout once per week... hai...... actually.... quite a lot of things had happened these days... but didnt really have time to put them into words....

about band....
just last week, out instructor storms out of band room after much frustration. really glad that she is still willing to come back, to give us all another chance, though she had given us quite a few already. The band is really facing its crisis and it really depends on the seniors to turn the situation around. quite a big responsibility heh....

about disco....
nothing much going on these days. haha

about class....
actually....there has been many times when i wonder whether i have any true friends... but i reallise my definition of a true friend is wrong. i have thought that a true friend will always be staying with you, although you might be such a boring person. after a few days of mental struggle.... i finally reallise.... i actually have a lot of friends, just that i didnt see it. all my class mates have been very nice to me and i thought, maybe is because i myself is not taking the initiative to talk. that is why i am always the odd one out. haha .. thank you class mates. you all have been very good friends for me.

about family....
yesterday just had a "discussion" with my parents.... lasted until 1 am... really suprise i can still wake up at 5 40... i dont know... a bit confused previousely... my parents have always thought i dont know how to select things.... that i always join too much things without looking at my own capability..... i suppose their not very happy with my result... i dont know if you all might have reallise... i have been focusing on building up relationships, and trying to merge into the style of a singaporean since last year.... have really tried to talk more... to care more for people.... and to do more about sociallising... so much so that... my result drops.... father was very angry with me... have told me so many times not to join too mny things and to "zuo4 hao3 zi4 ji3 de ben3 fen4", to focus on my study... then i still go and listen to concerts and things.... then.... alot of things happened... i suppose my parents have a point though.... maybe i am still in the " pan4 ni4 qi2", so still feeling abit not happy.... but still....its over....and i suppose i will have to concentrate more on my study.....so that my parents will be happy.... i dont know.... its quite a weird question..... are we always willing to sacrifice our own interests.... just to make parents happy.... ? well i suppose... since young, what ever i do is all about making my parents happy... at least that is what i think... whether the action will cause my parents to be unhappy had always been my main concern when i made dicisions. however... dont know why.... since last year.... i thought it is not right to do things that way.... and i .... am really confused... that was until yesterday though..... when i finally understand.... well... may be there is really no right or wrong...........aiya.... really dont know how to say..... well... i suppose i will go back to my first purpose of life... to make my parents happy...its always so important...

a few thanks

for the pass one year.... alot of things have happened.... the school, the sc, the class, my family.... things really change rapidly, and so soon we are sec 4 already. agm is approaching. band step down is approaching. olevel is approaching. everything seems to be ending. there are alot of memories, though i might not remember, but i know i have alot of memories, moments to savour and cherish.
just to start my blog going, first i will like to say a few thanks.

to ZP, who had, and still have, never failed to listen to me when i need to talk to someone. i also have to thank you for sharing your life and your feeling with me, for that gave me the purpose of my life, that is to listen to someone, and gave them their most needed companion. you are my best friend ever. of course LQ also have a share..haha

to kelvin, who never know i have this blog, had gave me the companion i need at school, in class. when i feels lonely in class, and feels like i am no one important, i always know that there is kelvin who is still my friend.

to anna, who had been a very nice friend and exco. honestly, i have no sisters in my family and i never realy know how to work with girls. you had been very nice, and make me feel that i am not so useless in getting the attention of girls... haha kidding... just wanna say thank you, nothing else ...

to jason, seok hui and liying, you all are my best companions. always willing to work with me and make me happy. always willing to listen to my sometimes weird ways of thinking and gave nice comments.

to all the sec 2 discos, you all have been very nice "little brothers and sisters" to me. your enthusiasm and that unlimited energy and happiness pushes me on. i know that some of you are having some problems, but always stay happy ok? you all always have us seniors to talk to.

to all the sec 3 discos, you all have grow alot. CL has become more decisive and mature, karen has starts to talk and voice your view, you are also more mature. aubrey has always been so enthusiastic, and always make people want to smile. XP is elder than me i know, but he is very mature and he is always able to give me very interesting views of things, and show everyone that love for disco. Jia min is the nce girl type too, always willing to talk and listen to someone. very enthusiastic in the thing she do too. Joana is the happy kind, who always make us look at the bright side of life...

thankyou.....

reviving......

on a dark monday night.... on the night of 13 th march 2006.... a dark figure is sitting infront of the computer, typing.... " on a dark monday night.... on the night of 13 th march 2006.... a dark figure is sitting infront of the computer, typing.... " on a dark monday night.... on the night of 13 th march 2006.... a dark figure is sitting infront of the computer, typing.... ...

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anyway
i am reviving my blog...thinking ofusing it to train my English, so everone is welcomed to correct my mistakes....a warning before hand, i am not going to update this blog very often so... ya... and usually its nothing much... maybe just a share of my feeling... ya so dont expect too much...
and to say sorry to zp who come to my blog for the whole year just to see if i updated anything....
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